Change

My husband and I have been doing better. We both feel like some healing has begun. I feel this way sometimes, and at others, I feel like not much has occurred.

My husband still has nightmares about me and the other man being together. I know he has no control over this, but neither do I. He is not to be blamed for his bad dreams, but just because there is no blame doesn't mean there is no guilt.

I guess I just feel like until my husband sees me as his wife who made a mistake instead of the whore who made a betrayal, true healing will not happen.