Monster

What happens if I open that door?
What happens if I let it out?
My secret.
The one that's so deep
so deep inside.
I'm not sure where to find it.
I'm not sure I WANT to find it.
I know it would help
heal
But I've gotta hurt
to heal
And no one wants to hurt
just heal
Who knows where my monster lies
or what he'd do if released
Can I put him back into the cellars once he's out?
Or will I have to face him
head on
everday?