Mixed Emotions
We got an offer on our house. We had two showings today, and we already have an offer. There was a glitch in the paperwork, and we weren't around when our realtor called, so we are unsure of the amount. However, we do know they want to close in thirty days. THIRTY DAYS!
My heart doesn't know what to feel. I am thrilled, ecstatic, and excited about moving into a larger home. I am happy that we already have an offer, when I thought it would be months from now before anything happened. But I am also depressed, thinking about having to leave the first house I've ever owned. I am really going to have to pack up my belongings and leave, allowing strangers to come in and replace me. I have to leave memories behind, and enter a whole new place where no memories of mine exist. And on top of that, I only have thirty days to find another 'house of my dreams,' pack my entire life into boxes, and split.
So do I rejoice in the fact that life is moving on? Or do I sulk in the idea of having to let go?
My heart doesn't know what to feel. I am thrilled, ecstatic, and excited about moving into a larger home. I am happy that we already have an offer, when I thought it would be months from now before anything happened. But I am also depressed, thinking about having to leave the first house I've ever owned. I am really going to have to pack up my belongings and leave, allowing strangers to come in and replace me. I have to leave memories behind, and enter a whole new place where no memories of mine exist. And on top of that, I only have thirty days to find another 'house of my dreams,' pack my entire life into boxes, and split.
So do I rejoice in the fact that life is moving on? Or do I sulk in the idea of having to let go?
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