Saddle up!

I got back on the horse today. Today was the first time I got back on my bike and rode. I went slow, and it wasn't a long ride, but at least I got back on. I'm proud of myself for that.

Healing of Forgiveness

Today I took a big step towards healing some scars of the heart. In late April, I began an emotional affair with a coworker. I grew very close to this man. In late May, my husband discovered this adultery. A lot of pain occured. My husband and I are much better now, and we actually have a better relationship than we ever had in the past.

Anywho. That was background information needed for this blog. Like I said, today I took a step towards healing. After the affair ended, this coworker turned into a spawn of Satan. He said some very evil and harsh things to me. It seemed that he was always conjuring up some idea to cause me pain. For a month and a half, we wouldn't say two words to each other. I HATED him. Today, we were forced to work together. I was giving GED essay practice sessions, and he was giving the math practice sessions. It's a hand in hand operation. It forced us to talk.

He apologized for his harsh words. At first I did not believe him. But then we got to talking, and he really seems sincere. He actually teared up. He explained where he was coming from, and why he did what he did. He says that he was trying to get us to hate each other, because if we hated each other, we wouldn't feel pain for the loss of one another. Makes sense, in a twisted way.

I just feel better. I'm not completely healed. I think what happened between us will always hurt a bit, but I know I'm on the right track. The track to forgiveness.

OMG!!!!!

I really have nothing to write, but I looked at my blog and realized it's been WAY too long for me to go without a post. So here I am. Posting. Yee ha. Look at me. Posting away. La tee da.

That's all. Thanks so much.